They say that i should get checked into a drug rehabilitation center. But the truth is that i really don’t want to get help. I do use drugs to get rid of the pain, and these people don’t even know me anymore. if i got clean and sober, i would hate my life… when i get off, i don’t feel anything anymore. and the truth is that i never wanted to feel. what should i do. i like my new friends, they really know how to have a good time. i mean, i am still in control of my life, i still have my job and i get good grade=s in school, i am just depressed all the time, i know there probably is a better way, but i dont think i can change. they say that you can only get help if you want it right? well, ya… what should i do?

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